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What’s going on?..

Diary / October 15, 2022 / Leave a Comment

What’s going on?

Well… at this moment, I am leaving for the Suitcase Rummage Market- Brisbane- in 2 hours!

I have been all over the place since my motivation kicked back into action a few days ago…

I made a jumpsuit with a shirred top- first time making anything like this and trying shirring. I didn’t use a pattern, just winged it and it turned out pretty funky. I finished making 65 denim bunting flags- sewing on backing and cutting out. The decorations were in place just before I injured my hand…

Ah my hand… It is still not 100%, and today it is shaky and achy as I used it a little too much yesterday. But it is on the mend! And right now, I have things to do and I will not let this hindrance hinder me.

So yes, prepping for the suitcase markets… I didn’t give an update about my previous markets (September 18th) so here’s a quick recap. They were really cool, a bit of a learning experience, but I had a good time, I met some great people, my products all stayed safe and I sold some funky items. 

I took along with me a bunch of my original art, lots of jewellery bits- earrings and necklaces, some crocheted items- bottle holders, heart keyrings and yeah, I had a great range of my creations with me. BUT something that I definitely learned- my artwork gained the attention of people passing by, but all of my sales were jewellery pieces and the art stuff is not what this rummage market is really about. The suitcase rummage market is a bit more fashion and accessory orientated. I met some very cool people who gave me some great recommendations for art based markets around South East Queensland which I will look in to, but not going to commit myself to at this stage.

SO today I have changed up my inventory a bit by bringing some sewn goods- drawstring bags, face masks and a set of bunting, plus I’ve made a few new pairs of earrings and I will not be bringing my original art, maybe just a few framed pieces.

The markets 2 weeks ago were cancelled due to rainy weather, but I was relieved about this. Shortly after the markets on the 18th of Sep, my hand had a spectacular freakout. The tingles were strong, there was zapping in my palm and the sensation of touching things felt like glass splinters in my finger tips. What a fun time. I spent a week in bed, resting, not using my hand and going slightly insane with the mental game of “is this going to be forever?” and “will I ever have my right hand as it was?”. It is recovering though and I am getting treatment, so my mind is eased a lot, but it has not been the easiest of times.

My huge wave of motivation I had when I completed my website came crashing down pretty hard and I was dumped into the twists and turns of the current. I found the surface though, I am making my way back to shore, and I am going to proceed at a steady pace- not rushing or pushing myself too hard. I need to remind myself of the progress that I have made. I have not taken any steps backwards with this injury, just lost some time, and now I am taking some small steps forwards again.

I am eager to create some new art and my mind is overflowing with various creative projects. I have shied away from Instagram since September 18th markets as the frustrations of my injury consumed me. I will try and post a few things today at my market stall. 

I need to quickly finish up some face masks to bring with me to today’s market, pack my suitcases, then I will be off! Oh happy days!

This is a quick little update, brought to you with love and positive intentions.
Thank you for reading.
Much Love
Jacky B, x

Little updates

Diary / September 10, 2022 / Leave a Comment

(Written on 04.09.22)

Dear diary,

Well, this wrist injury (neuropraxia) and the doctors recommendations has really put a big rock in the middle of my road.

Last Monday (after writing my last blog post) I went back to the doctors because things didn’t seem to be getting better with my hand, and he told me… to not use my right hand for 2 weeks. 

It’s been a week, and boy I have been up and down in my mind. I’ve been upset, I have had to stop the preparations for my market stall, telling myself I can prep with one hand and then physically doing some preparations with one hand, then frustrations or a tired left hand catch up with me.

I have been trying to tell myself some other things I can be doing- like really I shouldn’t have stopped posting to Instagram. I want to get a nice little catalogue of my jewellery bits and new art pieces on there before my market stall. (And also use these pictures to set up my online store). And, though annoying to do a photo shoot left handed, this is something I am yet to try. 

Let me throw in a fun fact. 
My left hand (being my least favourite) is probably capable of 20% of what my right hand can do. 
This is what I would have said at the beginning of the week, but after one week of being a lefty, I would say my left hand can do basically everything that my right hand can, but to a 30% (and increasing with practice) standard. 

I am grateful my injury isn’t worse, I really have a new sympathy towards broken arms/ wrists and hands and especially the length of time for recovery. 

I am hopeful for the quicker recovery for my nerves…

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The above was written on Sunday the 4th of September. 

Hello to you from today- Saturday 10.09.22

So it’s been another week, and my right hand has improved greatly, but I am still not to be using it. 

My preparations for my suitcase rummage market have taken place. I have 2 suitcases, I have a collection of art and crocheted creations for sale, that today, I am going to photograph. 

I had a small thought of “I don’t want to part with this” feeling as I was collecting creations from around my art room. Some have blessed my space for so long, but now time to bless someone else’s. 

Some things that I need to do this week for preparations:
– Post to instagram!
– Make my online store and post some items there.
– Do a mockup of my market stall.
– Write an inventory and prices.

Some other little things I would like to do, but not necessary:
– Paint my suitcase (I bought a couple second hand suitcases, one has a few marks on the front, putting my little brand on the front would be pretty cool).
– Sew up some bunting (but I really have enough stock for my market and sewing is a bit tricky one handed).
– Frame some artworks for display or to sell with the frames (I have an assortment of frames and need to shift these along with my pieces).
– Finish off some earrings that I had been working on before my injury.

In other news, just now while procrastinating writing this post, I just registered for another 2 suitcase rummage markets (Brisbane CBD, October 2nd and October 16th). How very exciting!

So, I have a busy week ahead of me. Hoping to do a lot of the photo stuff this weekend and during the week I will have some posts to make to Instagram. Setting up my online store will probably be an all day job tomorrow. But I am exciiited to get it going. 

The mental gymnastics I have been doing while processing my physical situation has been a freaking loop-de-loop rollercoaster, but I am trying to stay focused on healing and getting my strength back. Just a big ol’ curve ball life has thrown my way, and I caught it awkwardly in my right hand >.<.

It’s been a great driving force to have this market to focus on, and now I am super stoked to have another 2 to look forward to as well. See my previous post for a bit more detail about the Suitcase Rummage Market. I will be at the Suicase Rummage in Brisbane city, at the river side end of Queen St. If you are around, come and say Hi! I will be perched on my little stool with my 2 suitcases and all my goodies on Sundays 18th Sep, 2nd Oct and 16th Oct! 

I hope you have had a great couple of weeks. 

If you have done a suitcase rummage market before or have any tips for me for selling my art online, leave a comment or shoot me a message. 

Much love and big virtual hugs,
Jacky B, x

PS. Follow my Instagram @byoubfree 

Hand Happenings

Diary / August 28, 2022 / Leave a Comment

I hurt my hand.

This is a tingly written post as I am recovering from some nerve irritation in my RIGHT hand.
As a right handed person, I love my right hand and I am so grateful for all that I have been able to do with it.

I will not go into detail about how I obtained my injury, I just wanted to jot down some musings and activities I have been pursuing while resting my favoured limb.

I have radial nerve neuropraxia. It feels like my hand has constant pins and needles (but not terribly), occasional numbness and my hand just isn’t operating how it used to. The doctor said it should be fine within a few days, dr Google tells me it could be a few months (siiigh), but it SHOULD get better. My hand has gone to sleep and it’s not ready to wake up yet.

I am so glad I had a wave of motivation wash over me last weekend and I started the week by making a bunch of funky earrings for my upcoming online shop and market stall. The work that goes into making my jewellery piecing includes working with pliers, tiny, fiddly things and occasionally a drill. This is far from how I hurt my hand, I just needed to acknowledge that I have been on the grind getting my “business” together and my right hand has been integral to this process. For this to come to a stop has been… frustratingly difficult.

I hurt my hand 4 days ago. I have since been “training” my left hand and strengthening my almost non-existent ambidextrous skills. I had this great idea that I wanted to make some funky bunting for my market stall, this includes some embroidery on some of the flags. I have now embroidered some (very simple) designs left handed. Woo!

I used to do life drawing classes a few years ago (I will have to write a blog post about that experience another time) and I want to mention a warm up exercise we used to do in the class- drawing with your non-dominant hand. This is a practice that I still use to this day, even sometimes subconsciously. Using the non-dominant hand can really free up the sense of perfection in any artwork, and I love the perfectly imperfectness of abstract art. So my left hand has been used occasionally to draw intentionally squiggly lines. Drawing lines on fabric, with less than cooperative markers, left handed, has been tricky, but they are intentionally wonky lines, so that has helped.

I am also extremely grateful that I can still use my right hand, it just feels quite uncomfortable. I was really hoping I would sleep this injury off and by Friday the tingle would be lighter and over the weekend it would be gone. But alas, Sunday evening is upon us and my hand still tingles like the Sleeping Beauty she is, or the Rapunzel getting pricked by the needle. I have been told to rest my hand as much as possible, and to wear a wrist brace to assist with this. So as much as I’ve said I am still grateful to be able to use my right hand, it does have an “out of order” ticket on it too. This is slowing down my great wave of motivation. This is making me frustrated as my already huge list of things I want to do and make is getting increasingly longer and my ability to tackle these projects is inhibited.

I am doing my best.
I don’t want to be a grey cloud on this gorgeous day, so I have made this post as light hearted as possible.
A record to be kept on my blog of this (hopefully) speed bump on my journey.
I am not stopping though, no no no, my left hand will have to pick up where the right one left off. As much as it can 😆.
if you

Much love and sunshine!
Happy healing to me (and you if you’re healing too).
X, Jacky B

I woke up and made something happen in the first 5 minutes of my day!

Diary / August 20, 2022 / Leave a Comment

Dear Diary,

Yes, you read the title right! I made a decision, a purchase and took some action this morning.
My dream of having a market stall, which I have done previously, has come back to life!

Story time.
For my birthday a couple years ago, hubby and I stayed the night in Brisbane city. On the Sunday, we walked around the whole city and we stumbled across a couple different markets, but one just got my heart and hugged it. It’s the suitcase market in Brisbane CBD, 12pm-5pm, every second Sunday I believe. I have only been to these markets a handful of times, but every time there are such a mix of stalls. It’s basically Second hand clothes, vintage things, and also some handmade stalls. The rules are, you can bring one suitcase, anything you can fit into your suitcase you can bring to sell (there are more rules, but that is the general gist of it).

I have been wanting to do these stalls for over a year! Each time I go op-shopping (thrift shopping), I keep an eye out for suitcases, or funky things to make little displays that will store and travel in a suitcase- for the purpose of one day taking part in these markets.

So this morning. I had a sleep in for the first time in yonks. I do as most people do, but prob don’t like to admit, I wake up and check my phone. The time is 8:20.
If you follow my social medias, you know that at this time, I really am not very active on any of them, I decided to open facebook (oddly, not commonly). I scroll through a couple fb stories and then, “Hey Brisbane, come and find our Suitcase Rummage market at Reddacliff Place from 12-5 TODAY!!”. I closed out of facebook immediately and took myself to the Suitcase Rummage website. I have been putting reminders in my phone for MONTHS to check the website for their registration, but they are always sold out. (Side note, there are a few things, like dates and posts, that need to be a little updated on the website, but who am I to talk). ANYWAY, today I looked and om-fricken-g there are 3 registration dates available, first one – sold out, second one – sold out, third one – HAD A PAYMENT OPTION!! TAAAKE MY MONEEEYY!!! I honestly… I couldn’t even process what had happened. I woke up at 8:15am, by 8:20 I had an email in my inbox saying I successfully registered for a stall for September 18th!

That’s one month away!

I have..
Some stock I can sell.
A rug I can sit on (to travel on top of my suitcase I hope).
Some display options for my jewellery and art.
Made my business cards.
My website up and running.

I need to..
Find a suitcase.
Make a bit of an inventory of what I will be packing to sell.
Make a price list for my items.
Get my online shop up and running.
Get my social media presence back (I have been making some pretty funky things that I am excited to share with the world).

I think I might want to..
Make some more stock for the markets too.
I want (need) to make a video of the things I made for the 100 day project, just incase I sell some items and they won’t be able to feature as nicely in the video.
It would be amazing if I could make a funky outfit for these markets too.

I got very excited, jumped out of bed and came straight to my blog to share my happy news and to declutter the cyclone that started in my head of what I need to do, want to do, and to take note of some of the steps that I have already achieved as a little pat on the back to me.
I am very excited. A date to work towards! A goal… to work towards!

My tarot cards have been telling me lately that “It’s time for action” and to “use your willpower and focus”. I have really felt this push for action in these last few months but I have also been terrified of my focus- it drifts quite a bit. It’s like it’s not on my boat, it is a log I tied to my boat and it kinda goes it’s own way sometimes, but it’s still following along. Well now, my dear Focus, we have a big thing to work towards and a date that we need to achieve some things by, so please cooperate and don’t fall astray, I am pulling my focus-log closer to my boat so it’s practically on board, but it still enjoys a swim.

Have you ever done a market stall? Or possibly even the Suitcase Rummage markets? Any advice for someone who is jumping back in after a long break?

I do feel like I am jumping (safely, maybe stepping) into the shallow end of the pool though, my previous markets were prepared with multiple tables, a clothing rack, a gazebo, an A-frame sign (that was very handmade looking). I am thrilled to be sitting on the ground with my creations, on a rug, with hopefully a cushion, and hopefully chatting to at least one or two people. It’s going to be lovely.

Thank you for reading my words about what happened literally like an hour ago. I appreciate you.
I hope you have a wonderful day or evening wherever in the world you may be.

Lotsa love,
Jacky B, x

PS: Why did I stop doing markets? I moved to a new city a month before the pandemic struck the world. This crushed my hopes of human connection with my creations. It also stumped a lot of my motivation. And it’s taken me this long to get my act-ion together >.<

Leaf of my mind

Diary / August 14, 2022 / Leave a Comment

Dear diary,
My hard-drive filled up today. 1TB of storage. That’s a lot of data… that I am keeping to myself.
How selfish of me. I better get up off my tush and start making some content for all of this to pay off.
The other day, I narrowed in on my dream. It was (used to be, but still kinda is) a dream to open an online store and to make a living off of my creations. But this little jellybean (me), I have a problem. It’s called… I am a “Multipotentialite”, it sounds ridiculous, and it is ridiculous. I cannot hone in on one thing. I love all of my hobbies. I love creating random things, I don’t always want to make 100 of the same thing… you know?
SOOOOO, in narrowing in on my dream, I am just going to make the things that I want to make. As different and obscure as they may be from each other (The art stuff is kinda same-same though). I will be sharing with you my creative process for the things that I make. Whether it’s through a video on youtube, sharing a picture on Instagram (which I have been neglecting lately, apologies apple-oh jeez), or I may find myself here, writing a nice little blog post about the thing. I cannot guarantee that I will be doing all of the above for all of the things, I am only mostly human. Does that make sense of my dream? Make the things I want to make and share it with whoever may stumble upon it.

This is a stream of consciousness, a trail of thought written with no backspaces. I am glad humoured that I found the strikeout option for text.
I think that this is a good little place to hold myself accountable. My accounts are paying for this space and my time was spent making it look kinda pretty, so I may as well fill it with the bushiness (< leaf reference) that’s going on in my mind to get started.

What kicked me up off my glutes to FINALLY make my website? I made some business cards, and I felt they were quite incomplete without a website to direct people to. Then I had to gather in everything else that I have longed and wished to do and here I am… procrastinating >.<.

I may as well continue doing so and tell you the story of my day.

I visited my grandparents today, along with my sister and cousin. My grandmother suggested we go for a walk. I got excited and further suggested that we visit the produce store around the block. Well, this produce store has some beautiful birds and guinea pigs for sale, along with a bunch of farm animals that you can see and pet (pat?) too.
After recently re-rediscovering that it is still not a good time to get a puppy, my mind went “DING” I want a guinea pig!
So off we went to the produce store. I recorded some footage that may never be seen. Saw some donkeys, goats, chickens, geese.. apparently ducks but I missed them somehow. And then we saw some birds (canaries, budgies, little parrots), and they were very cute. I distracted myself at the birds for a hot minute, because I knew the guinea pigs were just down the aisle… My sister called me over “Jac, here are the guinea pigs” she says, luringly as she knows I can be a bit impulsive when my mind gets like this. I saw the guinea pigs, found the only cool one and hastily approached a shop worker to ask if I could hold him. The shop person said yes, and I had like 15 minutes of totally adorable cuddles with this guinea pig while thinking of all the ways I could make it work if I brought him home, and all of the little capes and hats I would design for him.
I then realised the shop assistant was waiting for me, and I thought that 15 minutes was a long enough “break-time” for him, so I put the guinea pig back. I did not get the guinea pig. Nor did I shut up about the guinea pig.
As I was leaving my grandparents place, my grandmother gave me some wise words (after talking about my dream getting kicked into gear and such) she said “Do your work, then get the guinea pig”. These are the words I am currently living by. There is a lot of work, but I will do it, or most of it… No, I will do it, then I will get a guinea pig. I could visit the produce store for some piggie cuddles before then though, but that is sounding like more procrastination. Ok, shush brain.

And that is one leaf that I can let fall/ flow off my mind for this day. It may not be of anything to you, but it has made my day that I am writing and doing this “dream” thing. Thank you for reading my nonsense, I appreciate you! Happy Sunday, have a great week ahead. Much love –
Jacky B. x

PS. I did use the backspace button for spelling mishaps and punctuation errors. But the rest is really running from my mind to my fingertips. I hope it’s literate readable.

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